"Not gonna write anything bad...

Not gonna anymore be sad!"

That's the thing I tell myself

But I guess to it my mind is deaf

No matter what, I never shared

Barely spoke a word, I only heard

Even if I did, for you it was a drama

Why couldn't you see me going through trauma

Got no speciality, know only to tolerate

Got only anxiety, and I was moderate

Guess I was always wrong to me

But I never even let you see...

Your small caring words were enough for me

Even changed myself to the one you wanted to see

You saw me perfect

Cause I hid the defects

Everyone saw that I was perfect ~~~

Never saw the pain I had!

Expected you to be the one

But for you we were already done....